So it's day two..... and I am completely aching everywhere. All I want to do is crawl into bed and the fact that it is rainy outside is not helping. I mean we are talking just simple tasks like washing dishes and laundry seem overwhelming.
And then there's my fear. .....sigh......
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About Me
- Sarah P
- My name is Sarah. Most of my friends call me "SarahP". And I am fat. I have been fat all my life. I mean since I was a little girl I have been overweight. I had a childhood of kids making fun of me.... a high school experience the same. No boyfriend. No athletics. And in my adult life, you don't have people make fun like when you are a kid, but you still get the stares, the whispers, the embarrassment. And now I have the body aches along with it. I have always said that I have never let my weight hold me back from things. Going to parties, dancing, the beach, events. But really it has. I would love to be able to run. I would love to be able to play a sport...just for fun. I would love to be able to go to a restaurant and not "size up" the seats to see if I will fit. I mean that's not living. I do have my faith...my faith in God and His son Jesus who gives me strength. And I have realized that my life is ultimately and truly solely to glorify Him.I want my life to make a difference...for Him. I am hoping that my journey to lose weight will not only affect my life, but the lives of others. I CAN do all things with His strength.
7 comments:
Sarah,
This blog will be life changing. Not just for YOU but for so many others struggling with the same demons who will stumble across it. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR!!!
I love you and I miss you crazy mad!
Hugs,
Jen
You are being so courageous in being accountable in public regarding your journey. I commend you. I know that down the road we are going to be seeing you on some TV show or in some magazine as a success story!!! Keep the faith. You are an inspiration.
Diana
Sarah P.,
I'm so proud of you. I'm praying for you and I know you can do this.
Thanks for being my favorite sister-in-law!
Love,
Rachelle
SaraP,
Jer 29:11 God has big plans for your life. Thanks for allowing us to be a part of this journey. I am so glad God allowed us to meet.
Work hard...you can do this. Thanks for inspiring me too.
W~
Well, Sarah, if there's one thing I've learned in nearly 51 years on earth, it's that anything worth having is hard to get. You are gonna have days like this....fear....pain...negative thoughts occasionally. And yet you must persevere!! Don't give up....it WILL get easier once you form some healthy habits. For now, it's just one day at a time...one more day banked. Take a hot shower or bath and maybe some aleve for the pain. You are one day further into your journey.
:) Carol
I KNOW it is scary....I don't know that I could do what you are doing. But I also know that I am sitting here, on the edge of my seat, on Wednesday morning, waiting patiently and wondering why there isn't more to watch here!! I just caught up with all of your entries and I am now wishing for MORE. SO, that being said....you are REALLY inspiring me...so PLEASE COME BACK!!!!
OK, I am off to do my own exercise now.....(lol)
((hugs))
Jeanne
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